I also found myself desiring to fit in when I was a young adult. Luckily for me, I tried to fit in a choir that held God and the Bible in high regard. So I prayed, read the Bible and memorized some of the hymns that touched me.
Looking back, I am glad that I joined the choir at that critical stage of my life. I was a confused young adult then, lacking a clear understanding of who I was and what I stood for. Only heaven knows what company I would have sought had I not joined the choir.
As I read the Bible and sang hymns, I kinda liked the gospel of Christ and came to be interested in anything that had to do with Christ. In 2015 for instance, I would stop by a certain stall and walk away with copies of "Awake!" and "Watchtower", magazines that are distributed for free by Jehovah's Witnesses.
All along though, I was ashamed of talking openly about Christ. I especially steered clear of saying "I am saved". Something about that statement made me dislike it.
Not surprisingly, I avoided adding quotes about Christ in the list of quotations that appear on the pop-up that opens when you load this blog. And that's even after God helped me create the pop-up.
Feeling ashamed of identifying myself with Christ reminds me of Simon Peter, the most beloved disciple of Christ. When Christ was being persecuted, Peter claimed - not once, not twice, but thrice - that he didn't know Him.
Recently, something terrible happened to me that radically made me a bold follower of Christ. On the weekend that terrible thing happened, I renamed the title of a past story on this blog to "Jesus: the One and Only" and re-shared it on social media.
Since then, I have grown to love Christ in whom are hidden all knowledge and wisdom. I have even added to my list of quotations numerous quotes about Christ, including this one by Karl Barth:
Jesus Christ, as He is attested to us in Holy Scripture, is the one Word of God whom we have to hear, and whom we have to trust and obey in life and in death.So many forces have been competing to have dominion over me. I am delighted that Christ has finally won the victory. If you were to ask me whether I am saved, my answer would now be a quick emphatic "yes!".
Now that I have established a relationship with Christ, I am becoming more and more like Him: wise, humble, bold, kind and compassionate. That has made me find my identity. I now have a clear understanding of who I am and what I stand for.
Well, there are some issues I am still struggling with, but the far Christ has brought me makes me trust that He will be with me in the future, come hell or high water, as He promises all believers. That's all I am saying. Sayonara!
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RECOMMENDATION: If you've enjoyed the above story on finding identity in Christ, you might also enjoy another one on "Jesus: the One and Only" which I wrote a few years ago. Just click on that link in blue to dive straight into the story.