Pursuing Righteousness
King David, my hero in the Bible, summed it best when he penned in Psalm 37:25, "I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread."
Those rewards of righteousness as promised in the Bible inspire me to be righteous. And you may ask, what is righteousness?
Well, most people think righteousness is all about refraining from theft, murder and doing drugs. But I think righteousness is also about loving people, thinking noble thoughts, working hard in life, always telling the truth and not talking ill of others behind their backs.
Perhaps one of the best ways of testing our righteousness is by evaluating whether we are committing the seven deadly sins: sloth, greed, lust, anger, gluttony, envy and pride. Those sins are adequately discussed in the Bible.
Like I have said, the Bible inspires me to practise righteousness because of its wonderful promises to the righteous. And I have always had a hunger for righteousness since I was in my late teens. Such bad habits as masturbating, watching obscene materials and entertaining lustful thoughts in my mind used to make me feel guilty.
On December 12th 2006 (yes, I remember the date), I resolved to never again entertain a lustful thought in my mind. I managed to keep the resolution for four months before the stresses of life made me too weak to resist the temptation to masturbate.
Then in January 2007 when I reported back to Starehe Institute to finish a diploma course I was pursuing, I thought it wise to stop sneaking out of school on Sundays without permission. I therefore approached Prof. Jesse Mugambi, the then new director of Starehe, and requested him to grant me permission to be leaving the school on Sundays. Prof. Mugambi acceded to my request, thus satisfying my hunger for righteousness.
When I joined a choir at All Saints' Cathedral in Nairobi in April 2007 after finishing my time at Starehe Institute, I finally found a religion that was in tune with my desire for righteousness. The religious beliefs I acquired at the cathedral, mostly through the edifying hymns we sang, deepened my hunger for righteousness.
So much did I hunger for righteousness that I attempted to read the entire Bible in May 2008 after I reported back to JKUAT, a local university where I was studying to be an engineer. I also resolved to be waking up at 4.30am every morning, a resolution that turned out to be tougher to keep than not entertaining lustful thoughts in my mind.
Since 2008, I have sometimes backslided and committed some of the seven deadly sins, especially sloth, gluttony, anger and lust. I have overslept, overeaten, erupted in anger and viewed obscene materials on the internet. And believe me, I have also taken other people's property without their permission.
But every time I have gone off-track, I have made an effort of getting back on the straight and narrow. I, for instance, returned some of the property that didn't belong to me. Property like a music CD I had borrowed from a fellow chorister at All Saints' Cathedral and books I had taken from JKUAT library without permission.
Now that I understand the Bible better and find its teachings relevant to leading a victorious life in the modern world, I am keener these days to lead a righteous life. The sins that I am particularly careful not to commit are sloth, lust and greed.
There are mornings I struggle to stay awake and there are times I get tempted to view obscene materials on the internet. Knowing that dozing during the day is sloth and that watching obscene materials is lust, I am always striving to resist the temptations.
As for greed, I used to think it was the same as gluttony. But I have now realized that gluttony is all about overeating. Greed, on the other hand, could also mean desiring to get rich without working hard in life. So, while I'd love to get rich, I will endeavor to acquire my wealth through hard work.
My beloved reader, I beseech you to also pursue righteousness. Love people, think noble thoughts, work hard in life, always tell the truth and avoid talking ill of others behind their backs. And who knows? Your righteousness could bring you wealth, honor and long life as King David's righteousness did to him.
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RECOMMENDATION: If you've enjoyed reading the above story on pursuing righteousness, you might also enjoy another one on "The Christian Life" which I wrote more than three years ago. Just click on that link in blue to dive straight into the story.
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