Dropping People Out of Our Lives
Even though I never admired Faith in return, I somehow liked her wisdom and caring nature. She gave me one of the best pieces of advice I have ever received. The advice was that I get rid of negative people in my life. "Drop them!" was her mantra for dealing with toxic humans.
It has taken me a long time to fully appreciate Faith's advice and implement it in my life. Since I am a good-natured fellow, I have always strived to live at peace with everyone. When people were rude to me or treated me with contempt, I kept being their friend.
There was, for instance, a lass called Deborah [not her real name] that I met at the University of Nairobi in 2010. Now, Deborah was rude to me at every opportunity, right from when I first set my eyes on her. I just don't what it was about me that made her hate me.
Later on in 2011 when Deborah and I became friends on Facebook, I sent her a lengthy message, lamenting how she was always looking down on me. My conciliatory message seemed to appease her given the way she wrote back to me and apologized for her behavior.
But alas! One evening when I handed her a piece of paper with my blog address and implored her to visit the blog, she rudely threw the paper back to me. Her arrogance made me dislike her so much that as I was walking to the university one morning, all I was thinking about was her repulsive behavior. And it's not like I admired her or anything, which makes me wonder why I kept trying to be her friend.
Then there was Sr. Frances Connochie, a British nun who worked as a pastoral counsellor and Social Education & Ethics teacher at Starehe Boys' Centre, my high school. Sr. Connochie got to know me in 2006 when I approached her for a counsellor's recommendation letter to four top American colleges I was applying for admission. She went ahead to pen a glowing letter, a copy of which I still have with me to this day.
After getting to know me, Sr. Connochie became a good friend of mine, or so I thought. She always wished me a happy birthday when we connected on Facebook earlier in the previous decade. And when I was running for a political seat in the 2013 general elections of Kenya, she sent me a handsome contribution for my campaign funds. Unfortunately, my campaign was a complete flop.
Thinking we were great friends, I kept sending Sr. Connochie frequent emails to update her on how I was getting along with life. But one day in 2015, she suddenly turned against me and instructed me to never bother her again. Her remarks hurt me deeply like a sword. And that was the last email I ever received from her.
When I opened a new Facebook account in 2016, I sent Sr. Connochie a friend request which she refused to accept, even after requesting her to do so. She just ignored the message I sent to her and a comment I wrote on one of her Facebook posts.
To be honest, I found it odd for Sr. Connochie to reject me given that she was a pastoral counsellor and a nun with a degree from a respected university in America. When I heard of her death last year, I would have written a blog story about her had she not turned against me. Now that she is dead and gone, I will never get to know what made her loathe me.
On mature reflection, I regret the time I spent trying to win Deborah and Sr. Connochie as friends. I just wasted my time befriending people who were hell-bent on becoming my enemies.
But I have learnt a lesson. These days, I no longer beg people to stay in my life. When someone is disrespectful to me, I just drop them out of my life like a piece of red-hot charcoal. And when I find myself in a place where respect is not being served, I simply walk away. "Drop them!" is my new mantra for dealing with toxic people.
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RECOMMENDATION: If you've enjoyed the above story on dropping people out of our lives, you might also enjoy another one on "Dealing With Negative People" which I wrote last year. Just click on that link in blue to dive straight into the story.
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